Dark Ambient Hour Meditations - Circumference (4 Hz Theta Binaural Ambience)

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My mother died, and the house became very quiet, eerily quiet, because she carried almost everything in the house. She was the one who created the moment, the one who made me laugh. I am the youngest son in the family, and I am very sad about my mother's death, but I didn't cry. But I didn't cry on the first day; I cried on the third day of mourning. The first 20 days after my mother's death were like a heavy blanket of gloom that hung over the house and over life. Those days were incredibly, incredibly gloomy. I don't even know how to express myself because I didn't expect this to happen at all, but the only thing I have to do now is one thing that will save me from this life, and that is to quit my addiction to pornography and masturbation because I used to fight them. But when my mother died, I became very addicted to immoral behaviors such as pornography, masturbation, and smoking. I am really trying hard to quit this compulsive psychological addiction that has tormented me for the past three years, and this is the fourth.Whoever sees this is not just talk, it is a call and a cry of the soul, a cry from me to you whose meaning is only one thing, one thing you must listen to, one thing that benefits you from this cry resulting from the tearing of my vocal cords, and it is: Freedom doesn't mean you can do anything forever and compulsively. Freedom means you are free from your psychological, sensual, and lustful constraints. ❤

When I was in the army, we were stationed on an outpost by the Barents sea in the northern most part of Norway, and this music invoke the feelings I had in that desolate place. No people, no houses, hardly any plants or animals. The mountains just suddenly terminate by the water, and from there its all just a vast expanse of ocean, snow and ice merging into infinite white nothingness.

"What kind of music do you listen to?" "You wouldn't get it"

People who have read "At the Mountains of Madness" by H.P. Lovecraft would appreciate this ambience and image 1000% more.

Great, here is some background music for my existential crisis.

That photo is a mindf*ck with this music. Listen long enough and you begin to understand the vastness; witness your own desolation. The last thing you'll remember is the sound of your labored breathing becoming more faint and the wind growing more intense in your ears. Then silence. Your frozen stare remains fixated on the white horizon while the snow claims your body.

about the cover picture - it's a photo from Ernest Shackleton 1914 expedition, probably on the Elephant Island

Everybody listening to this is either at peace or having a mental breakdown. Either way, this track is perfection and I’ve used it many times. Music is a wonderful method of transportation.

if places were sounds, this one would represent 99% of the universe. And all of our other music, every genre and melody, representing the miniscule 1% we live in.

I'd rather be isolated and alone far away from civilization than to be around people and be lonely. It's weird I know but the I believe being in the middle of nowhere alone is comforting. These dark ambient pieces you've made bring me comfort in these times. Thank you.

Sometimes during thunderstorms I would turn off all the lights in my house, light a candle, and sit in my living room while listen to this type of music. It feels very calming and soothing...

I like to listen in my car while driving long routes.. it's takes you to different reality away from crazy world and rude people....just me and universe....diving into the ocean of fantasy and atmospheric vibe

This music expresses something profound that I can't explain, it's almost scary, it's like the ultimate reality of things the hidden tragedy inside everything, it's so real. thank you for making it.

No time, no space, no nothing. Only you and eternity