A playlist for souls that never quite belonged here..

A collection of my compositions for the individuals who, despite their quiet strength and aching beauty, have always felt like strangers in their own world. Misunderstood by time, and bound by emotions too vast for language. I hope you enjoy 🎧🖤 Timestamps / Navigator Absent Haven 0:00 Memories 4:35 Nightmares 7:00 The Lighthouse Keeper 10:02 Soft Clocks 14:01 Valse Réminiscence 18:00 Sunken Place (Interlude) 22:47 Drowning 25:01 À Demi-Rêvé 30:17 Le Chat de la Ruelle 34:36 Limerence 37:47 Just Another Perfect Day 40:19 Dieu a Pleuré 42:12 Unraikyō 43:51 A Psychopath’s Misery 45:36 Cloud 707 50:19 The Abyss Stares Back 54:33 the Forbidden Eden Waltz 57:16 Déjà vu 1:00:43 R e f l e c t i o n s 1:05:58 3am. 1:09:44 I’ll pretend that you’re near 1:14:09 I left my shadow in your bed 1:22:19 Melancholia’s Sweet Embrace 1:33:16 Cloud 909 1:36:17 A Place Only We Know 1:38:13 The Sinner’s Requiem 1:45:46 Memento Mori 1:49:15 Unanswered Prayer 1:52:57 Océanique 1:55:59 Ouroboros 1:59:34 Bleed Out 2:02:09 // All Music Composed By Pianza // 💿 Listen to my NEW album “Memories & Nightmares”: 🎧 Spotify:https://open.spotify.com/album/6DgVpi3qiMtuGoGh4HN72H?si=b-z9Qo-ERxaV5WQIxdR9eQ ♥️ YouTube music: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_ltRlAo3huxoFtFXbGia0wnAf4txQZqfuw&si=ieUXtiTkJ4Thu-fL Stream my music: 🎧 Spotify ► https://open.spotify.com/artist/2ioaxhHZKJJtmcsF68KQT5?si=tQSqf3fsT_Oh4QZ52bOfxQ  Apple Music ► https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/pianza/1705500274 Amazon Music: https://www.amazon.com/music/player/artists/B0CH4H1R8D/pianza Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/en/artist/228330725 Tidal: https://listen.tidal.com/artist/41768911 Sheet Music ► https://patreon.com/user?u=76490808 #piano #classicalmusic #composer #darkacademia #waltzpiano #darkpianomusic #pianoplaylist

Top Comments

@pianza

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@B00KofLife-Lebensphilosophie

> "I was ashamed when I realized that life was a masked ball and I had participated with my true face."

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@Marcus-q8z

No Place, Just Passing Some people aren’t made for this world. They walk slower, think longer, and feel too much. Nothing fits—not the noise, not the pace. But still, they try. They leave behind soft things— a glance, a note, a kind of silence that heals.

882 likes

@saraameglio7992

Some people leave this world without ever knowing happiness once.

498 likes

@neekook.17

“I don’t think we’re lost souls — just misplaced ones. Waiting for a world soft enough to understand the depth we hold, the silence we hide, and the ache we call home.”

149 likes

@Rs_PlayList

Maybe we were meant for quieter places where silence understands us better than people do. We drift between moments, unseen, unheard, hearts full of songs no one else seems to know. And still, we stay softly, secretly, hoping.

495 likes

@Tea-h6i

I love how poetic these comments are. I wish you all the best.

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@BorderPrince8

I have been in a continuous state of dissociation and emotional numb since 2018. I am a husk of what I was. Everything was too sharp. Im tired.

52 likes

@aiwarIV

I scrolled all the way down in the comments, just to say: Hello, i'm here.

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@eneldontmiss

Derealization is such a dangerous thing. Especially in teens and young adults. Failing to complete assignments on time because you can't place yourself in this cruel, unforgiving world is something I am all too familiar with. Losing relationships and friendships because you can't be there for them when they need it. Sure, they need you, but you need you too. Where are you for yourself? Do you even care? No, you do care. But you can't act on that. You forget everything that happened today. And the day before. You forget birthdays, anniversaries, deadlines, all the things you need to remember. Why? Because your mind convinced itself that you're dreaming. This was never a nice dream, but you need to wake up nonetheless.

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@Orion-n8q

As my whole life has went before, now and after me, I have died. And yet I still stare at the stares because I am as much as dead as I am alive. I do not search for love because of some chemical burst within my brain, I am not just searching for something I lost a billion centuries ago. I am searching for her and not because I made a promise that I will never break. You see none of us belong here and yet we all came here for that reason which makes us belong here. Life is full of mysteries and potential that we will never even be able to witness which is why you need to take the life and breathe in while you can since ever outcome is possible since there is infinite potential. We love, we hate, we do, we don't, we hurt, we help, we are human, Deus Vult.

890 likes

@katsuo3228

“When did you die?” “Was I ever alive?”

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@danielmanzo6954

Being born to this world where technology is getting more advance, school is getting more expensive, and relationships are becoming more complicated. Everywhere I go I noticed that I don’t truly belong and even though I try my hardest I am always pushed to the side and forgotten by the people I love. Always getting hurt and betrayed by my past partners and hated my brothers. I don’t wish for happiness or for the sadness in my heart to go away. My only desire is to be understood and perhaps some peace. I truly don’t belong

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@1KKVV

Not to be dramatic, but I feel like I'm losing a part of myself as I'm growing up, I become a person who is not the same person I wanted, life changes me in a way that sometimes makes me afraid, how many concessions I will make just to be "belonged"?

113 likes

@CrimsonCreed-ct5dk

When the lips are silent but the heart has a million things to say. But it won’t because it can’t handle the misunderstandings, the rejection, the pain.

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A playlist for souls that never quite belonged here..

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